Urdu Poetry/Shayari

kuch dard bayaan ho jaate hai

kuch reh jaate hain ankahe hi

jo kaha humne to gaye wo bayaan

warna hai kisko parwaah

chaahe hum rahe na rahe yahan

My Untitled Poem - I

When you say it's the first time

it never is

When you say it's the last time 

it's too big a cricis

When you say you are lost

you never are

When you say you know the way

you'r next to a moment, bizarre

When you say you know it all

you never do

When you say you are fine

you don't mean it too

When you say you gotta do it

you find out you were too stupid

When you say,need to come out of it

will you be able to?, I doubt it

.....to be continued

Why all this...??

Sometimes, everything seems to be so pointless..I mean you are just doing your job..the regular stuff, the routine work, which you do everyday..and suddenly you get an errrrr kinda feeling ...What the hell am I doing..?.. and ...then comes the question which is even more important...'Why the hell am I doing this?"

Like you are travelling back home from office, during which you had fallen asleep and then suddenly you wake up and wonder.."Where the hell are you, What am I doing here in this bus and for what purpose are you travelling?"..

Like this, there are so many other instances...

Suddenly you find yourself in a different world..Where there are so many questions around you..What, Why, How, When..? and you really have an answer for none..!!

We all have been saying and listening about a must to have goal in our life and there is purpose behind every single person being sent on earth, but there is some point of time in life when you really don't know if this materialistic happiness, which is supposedly the goal or motto for our life..it that what really matters...I mean there is this one question which hits your mind really really hard...!!

I mean .....Why do we all die to live when we actually live to die..??

Who asked them to come down to Bangalore/Bengaluru..!!

The other day, we three were having breakfast at office..me , a friend, and that friend's friend..it's always good to meet new people, observe them, for every human-being is one of its own kind, special, peculiar and ......simply different..This friend's friend is a "Kannadiga" , who started the conversation with some regular, to be correct, typical questions..like Where are you from..?..From how many months you have been working here?...and finally   the most the important question, as in..the reason why I have made this post today on my blog...

The question was..."So, How did you find Bangalore..as in ..Did you like Bangalore?.."

When she asked me this question, by that time, I had already known from the conversation we had till now, that she wants me to say..nothing else but Yes..!!

But, she had asked this question to a wrong person...I simply smiled and ignored the question..She repeated her question..I did not say anything for a while and then she said.."I think...It's better than Kolkata atleast, I have heard its too dirty kinds of.."..She wanted me to agree to what she had said then..

I finished my last bite of breakfast and said..I did not like Bangalore much(no offence to anyone, I said what I felt)..She asked me for the reasons, why I feel so..

To add or you may say..to support to what I had just said..I added..I don't like traffic at all and its always at its peak in Bangalore..Also the fly-overs are being constructed at every other place..which had made the surroundings dirty throughout the Bangalore..metro-project has also added a lot to it..

She started comparing it with cities of North, Delhi, Gurgaon..etc..and Kolkata(she thought Kolkata is in North)..I wanted to tell her its south-east and North..just because I am a North Indian and I said I did not like Bangalore much because of traffic and pollution..for God's sake..I thought ..I was being asked for my opinion..??

I am so straightforward, I said this to her, I mean you can't be good to all at all the time..

The next statement from her was .."Who asked them to come to Bangalore.?" I said .."sorry? But what do you mean?"

She said when you people feel so "Why do you guys even come here..?Nobody invited you guys.."

I was really irritated by this statement..and lost my temper..I said..I thought government has not put tax or made any rule that you can't go to any other state within the country..I stay in India and I have full right to go & stay anywhere..and by the way who are you to ask this question..Do you own this entire city? Bangalore..? or You are Bangalore's queen and everyone needs to take your permission to enter the city..?

And above all ..just because of people like.."You" ..communism spreads..If educated people like you say this..what do you expect from illiterate ones..I won't feel bad even if I call you educated illiterate.. 

I know I was very rude but I could not stop myself.. And For God's sake, I was asked of my opinion about the city... and it was not a verdict..that people come and fight over it..

Silly ...really it was ..!!

Oh finally..I have started writing again :)

Aisa lagta hai jaise sadiyon se hum kar rahe hain safar

Ab to takte takte rasta thak gayi hai nazar

Maana ki chalne ka naam hi hai zindagi

Par kabhi to ummeed or khushi ki ho ek seher :)