My Quotation..!!

I was something, I am nothing, I will doubt my own existence in future..!! :\

Lazy Soul..!!

Ya, you read it right, 100%, Lazy soul, that's who I am. I don't know when did I inculcate in me this disease of staying idle without any work for hours and hours. But it's now kind of a vital and integral part of me.

I moved to this new house of mine approximately two months ago. It's been a wonderful place so far. People around are nice in a way. They do not poke nose in your life, still share a moment or two to talk and to be in touch.

One thing which did facinate me about this place, is this amazingly beautiful and green park right opposite to my house. If I peep  through my window now, I could see those lustrous green leaves all around the place. The view itself kind of rejuvenates the spirit within me. I feel so close to nature with these old big trees surrounding the entire place.

When I had come to this place, the first thing which came to my mind was, I would from now on start getting up at 5 in the morning, would go for a refreshing jog and then spend some time there in the park. It's almost two months now as I said before, not even one single day I did what my keen desire is. The only thing which keeps me away from this wonderful start of the day is the too very lazy soul within me. I tried so much but I am not able to defeat this laziness within me. I thought may be on weekend I could give it a try and once I start liking it, I would start continuing it on weekdays too. But all in vain. Weekend puts another blanket of 'not doing anything' thinking in me. I wake up only at sometime post 12, almost miss/skip my breakfast everyday Saturday and Sunday.

I don't know when will I be able to fulfill this wish of mine to wake up early in the morning, like I used to some years back, when I was in school and college..!!

Urdu Poetry/Shayari

Ho rubaru chaahe koi Aks, 
Waqt ko har pal behte dekha hai;
Kya zameen aur aasman, 
Is jahan ne to suraj par bhi, 
Qayamat ko dehte dekha hai;
Taqdir par ho jo inayat iski, 
To har zarre ko sehte dekha hai..!!

Everything keeps changing.. and So do My Choices..!!

I do not know what inspired me to write this. But this is something that I have been thinking from quiet sometime. I have often heard people saying that as you grow up, your likes and dislikes keep changing. But my question is, to what extent?  There can be minor deviations, that’s what I personally feel but absolute contrary is the fact that I have experienced.

There are things which I was mad about, chocolates, ice-creams, books, reading, writing stuff, sketching  & so on.. all these things do not excite me any longer. I had chocolates kept with me for months and months and I did not even look at them, not because I was following a diet plan or something like that. It’s just that there was never a urge to eat them. So is the case with ice-creams. There were numerous things that I liked and could not resist in the past but I hardly feel their absence in my life now. I don’t even know if this is too normal a symptom or quiet absurd, if it is something to be sad about or everything is just as normal as it was, in lines to what they say ‘ Change is the only, ultimate truth of life’.